Dear readers,
it has been a long week so far. So much to do so little time. one of the things that you must deal with in this world of kink is scheduling. It can be your worst nightmare sometimes. However, this weekend on saturday someone will be in bondage someone will be whipped and someone will be sodomized. Nothing can stop this. Does this make you happy? Tune in
to the upper floor
Once again Maestro stefanos does it again with a spectacular brunch this past sunday!
battleship
It had been a long june month and i was anticipating this brunch because i hadnt been to a big event there in a while and i had a blast. First, i was attending with a new friend and she was also new to the the Upper Floor, so that was nice to bring some one that i knew would appreciate the energy and magic that happens at the upperfloor and especially Maestro’s brunches. I got to introduce my new friend to the singletail and she did well for her first tine, it was very exciting and intense. The food was great aswell the robot pleased us with a great spread. the dining table was a site to behold and was very fun to sit and eat at and even use for play. I was surroounded by many great friends and some family. As everyone moved to the play room things got going real fast from there. there were scenes going on everywhere. It finally reached a juicy crescendo and at one point two sets of tits were being singletailed and a pussy swallowed almost an entire hitachi and gushed all over a table but to the womans credit she slurped it all up while being whipped face down ass up. 
Tonight at THE UPPER FLOOR was a great party for a great man. JackHammer has always been a class act. Ive always admired this guys swag. He is truly talented and just as humble. It was an honor to be there to support my friend. As always there were beautiful people there tonight. Jessie Cox looked stunning. Iona was beautioful as usual and Sophie Monroe was in rare form, and sexy. Just think in 5 more hours its time to go to Maestros Service Sluts and sadists Brunch . well tune in tommorow night for an update on the brunch.
Scorpio
One thing your going to have to have if you you choose this lifestyle is thick skin. Alot of rejection and flaking. It is hard to find masochists let alone heavy ones. I have had my share of rejection and getting flaked on and still experience this from time to time but im starting to play more and more regularly now. The only thing about this is when you dont have a regular play partner or slave you never really know who your going to be playing with so it could be a heavy masochist one week and a total bondage bottom the next which is fine but you just never know so its kind of not your choice. This weekend i thought i was going to be playing with one of the strongest women i have played with and it didnt happen, last minute blow off, but i ended up having one of the best scenes i have had with my very own leather sister who recently has been able to find some time to play and come around the community again after overcoming some tough challenges. It was wonderful she not only is beautiful but muscular and very strong, she proved to be quite a heavy bottom, i applied some serious leather to her and she processed and suffered beautifully. It was very fulfilling. I used some wicked canes and straps on her. I love straps. Well, that was my weekend, so on to next week the hunt starts all over again, who will it be next weekend who will it be. My advice always have atleast 2 dates set up cause you never know who’s gonna cancel.
That is all for now
Scorpio
Mythologically an apprenticeship is also a time of nourishment, an oasis if you will, in the desert were the young dom can gather strength, and drink from the waters of wisdom, before heading out to the scene and finding or creating his/her own leather family, niche in the community or even sometimes his own communityand or scene!
This is my journey….
Once again we meet.I hope all of you are well, and have taken a drink from the waters of wisdom since we last met. I told you i would let you know how my session went, and i will do so now. I had spent a day and night at Masters house with my leather sister, we had fun as usual. That night before i returned to San Francisco Master gave me instructions on how my night would go and what i was to do, I was buzzing with anticipation. I was excused to retire to the bedroom and i went to the bedroom and got in the bed, it was surreal i looked around and there was statues of leathermen, artwork pictures, slappers, crops, implements of device bondage, studs and beams, mirrors, rope, i was in a true leathermens room. I meditated and thought of the next day then drifted off. I dont know why but me and my leather sister left alittle late and we were racing the clock to get to San Francisco. When we got to the city i had enough time to drop my stuff, get ready, eat something, and leave. I got to the party right on time with no time to spare. Since i was on the set up crew i began doing the work and then, i saw him, he told me to meet him at the cross in about 20 minutes… i did. I helped him get into his restraints then hooked him to the cross, I pulled out my buffalo flogger that was given to me by Master and Made by Master Erik and given to him, (i told you all my toys have a story). My energy was surging through my body, you have to understand this man is an incredible bottom with years of experience, a true leathermen and i was given the honor of being his warm up for the night. I took some deep breaths and hugged him, i touched his muscles and rubbed his back, he told me not to mind his scars there just a map to his house, and we laughed. His back is amazing the scars, the texture, the muscles, masochists are fascinating. I kneeded his muscles for a bit then stepped back and made some distance measurements, and then began. I started building my rhythm. After a few minor adjustments he told me to step back 4 more inches and my flogger sunk into his back. It was beautiful, i increased the pace and force in rhythmic successions, it felt amazing he yelled out harder and i did, then yelled again and i did, then he started to grunt i could see his muscles bulging out and i could feel his back with the tips of my flogger, we were one! It ended with him counting off ten nasty lashes each harder then the other, and then one to grow on and we were done. I was exploding with adrenaline and energy breathing rapidly. He said thankyou and asked how it was for me, words couldnt really describe but i managed to tell him, “fucking fantastic” , he said “good”, then walked off like nothing happened, this man is a piece of iron wrapped in leather. I had warmed up a mighty bottom. Ill never forget that. Later on that evening to my amazement he returned the favor and demonstrated what my flogger could do on me. I felt like a savage beast after that it was incredible. My work was done for the evening and i left with a smile on my face and some great memories. Thank god for my Master, and for the mens community and the 15 Association. My only source of practical realtime experience i have right now.
Since then which is about 4 weeks ago i have been to 2 parties and 4 discussion groups and 1 class, i haven’t played since then either. What i have done is made some new toys, 2 slappers and 2 quirts, really beautiful raw leather and they throw really well, im excited and anxious to use them. I have pictures of them here. This brings me to my next subject…..leather
I am definitely feeling some growing pains but i also feel like my leather education is growing leaps and bounds spiritually and creatively as of late do to working with actual leather. If i ever become an educator in the community i will make the novice use his hands and other tools to work with leather. Its a wonderful experience that brings you closer to the essence of being a leathermen or woman. Seek out hides, fold them punch them sew them, smell them, see how leather behaves under pressure or heat, carved with knives or tools. Get to know how people create the tools of the trade. This for me has been an important part of my journey and will continue to be apart of it. I am hooked on working with leather, and as an artist i believe i have found a new medium.
I dont have really any more to tell you at this time. I have hit some sort of obstacle in my journey, like i said im experiencing growing pains. This weekend i will be going to the 15 Association Anniversary weekend, and im sure i will have some great things to share with you next time. I am growing weary and need to drink form the waters of wisdom again. until then be well and may all your experiences be pleasurable and enlightening.
Scorpio
In a private dungeon way up north
An Apprentice Journey
Apprenticeship is a time of experiential learning. In many cultures people leave home to study a particular craft, and usually under a good mentors guidance learn as much about life as they do there craft. In the case of bdsm i would say you learn as much or more about yourself, as you do this craft. Mythologically an apprenticeship is also a time of nourishment, an oasis if you will, in the desert were the young dom can gather strength, and drink from the waters of wisdom, before heading out to the scene at large and finding or creating his own niche in the community.
This is my journey.
My journey started some years ago, i had a girlfriend who gave me a letter she had written and never showed anyone. It was amazing,it said things like, ive always wanted to belong to someone, i want to be owned, I wish someone would take tie me up and take me away and keep me. Not soon after that we were on are way to the local bdsm club. There we met a big tough intimidating looking man, he askled me why i was here, and i replied im here to learn. I told him about the letter. Not soon after that my girl was in a blindfold and he was teaching me how to tie her up to the cross. My girl was very uninhibited and had humongous beautiful breasts and had no problem with revealing them or her body on command. After untieing her and coming down from the natural high i experienced from this whole situation , this big tough looking man said to me, i dont see many african americans come here truly wanting to learn, and went on to say i had a great attitude and that he would be willing to show me some things if i came here with an open mind and heart. I did, and so it began a beautiful friendship that turned into an apprenticeship, that was born out of several hours upon hours of drinking Peete’s Coffee, talking, discussing and going to the power exchange.This man became my master, My leather Daddy, I learned alot, we lived down the street from the club so i was there all the time, we incorporated what we were learning into our daily lives right away, . it was magical, we were having some of the most powerful, intense, sweaty, hot gorilla sex i have ever had because of the energy that was created by the power exchange between me and my girl. In fact it was so intense that after some time i got the news that bam, my girl was pregnant, so i always say the first gift bdsm has ever given me was a baby girl,and a baby boy,,jamalitoff and applebear.
Ive learned alot but my journey is not over. Looking back i have been heavily into corporal punishment, and domination and submission. In the past it was easy to learn something from Master/ or someone he approved of and go put it into practice at home. That i believe is also were most of my experience has come from , my two 24/7 D/s relationships. I learned alot and have the scars to prove it, on my heart that is. About 2 years ago, i was told it was time for me to come out to the community and do more, be seen, volunteer, go to mens parties, and make connections and take my apprenticeship to the next level. Slowly i began to go to munches and some events. It was different because now i was single, and had to find my way.
This brings me to the present time, 2009, I have some specific goals in 2009, they are as follows, to become more proficient in bondage, rope work, to become more apart of my community which is the San Francisco bay area, by volunteering, going to events, munches, discussion groups, parties, classes and workshops, to network and build my own loving circle of friends. Exciting isnt it! Who knows were this will take me but i am determined to succeed and become a Master, Come walk with me on this journey, I will update you on my travels experiences and lessons i have learned, and what im doing next, were i like to go, and who i meet.
Right now i have a limited toy bag, it consists of, a buffalo hide flogger, a home made quirt i call mr mind, cause it will make you mind some body, it will make beautiful tits more beautiful if you know what i mean. A breast harness, a cane, a homemade metal paddle, some rope, and some odds and ends for sensation play, i will update you as my toybag becomes bigger and badder. I like toys that have a history or a story behind it and mine do, so i will share these things also. I dont have much but i have alot of skill, energy, enthusiasm, im ready to play and have a open heart.
So far in 2009, i have been to two parties, they both were at the SF Citadel i saw a cute little lady with sexy muscular calfs and highheels tie a man and whip a man, It was completely sexy and erotic, the way her skirt would ride up a bit revealing her strong legs when she nelt or climbed on bondage furniture to make ties. 2009 is starting off good, i also have a coffee date with a very knowledgeable person who is respected in the community, and im excited about that. Im looking forward to a party they call “THE MASTERS DEN” it has been good to me this passed year, ive played at each one i have been to, the energy has been thick and the play amazing, Masters Den brings out some of the best. I played with three sexy women 2 were very experienced subs and extremely strong, the other was fairly new very tall, very sensuous, and eager to experience. They will always have a place in my heart.
until next time be well and may all your experiences be pleasurable and enlightening
Scorpio
Tonight i am going to the UPPERFLOOR at kink.com for a special party. Ive been to many and they were all great. This one has a weird vibe to it. Im not sure how i feel about it.. It really is interesting, but i dont get any sexual charge when i think about it. So why am i going. Well i rsvped and when you rsvp you must show up. soooo, im gonna go, my plan is to breeze by the bar because cherrytorn http://thetorns.com/blog/31-general/183-nicki-blues-defloweringis is bartending tonight which will probably be the highlight im going to try to get her to come from around the bar to see whats shes wearing , then perhaps try to get her to let me spank her because she may need one and im qualifyed, then hit the sfcitadel.org, for my dm shift. Souuuuuuuund goooood. Thats what brad pit would say to his men in Inglourious Bastards. come out to say hi if you have guest list action or know about the citadel introduce your self to me i love meeting new kinksters.
sincerely in leather,
Scorpio
